Teka.
Saturday, September 27, 2008 1:04 PM || 0 hugs

The people you love the most are also the people you end up hurting the most.

Wala lang. Just sharing. And how true.

Narealize ko kung gaano siya katotoo last night. Pati how much he means to me.

How goddamn true.

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Hell week na.

Andami ko pang gagawin, to be honest -- may LT sa Trig and SS sa Monday, may portfolio entry for SS na due sa Monday rin... tapos perio week na rin. Tapos hindi ko pa alam isusulat ko sa SS portfolio entry ko kasi, to be honest, immortality doesn't sound that fascinating for me.

I wouldn't want to live forever, especially with a life like what I'm living right now. Especially kung ako lang yung ganun. I'd hate to see the people dear to me die, while I just stay on since I can't even die. Parang for some reason, death seems so... fascinating and intriguing.

Pero may ibang ways naman to be immortal, and not in the literal sense. Like being known as a famous/infamous person. Kung papapiliin ako kung paano ko gusto maging "immortal", edi ganun na. Kaysa naman mabuhay ako forever. At least pag ganun, even if I die, people will still know what I did -- that I changed the world. Dream ko kasi talaga yun e.

...

Tae. Halos nagawa ko na SS entry ko dun ah. Ayusin ko na lang. XD

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Matagal-tagal na rin akong di umiiyak. Grade school pa ata yung last time na umiyak talaga ako e.

So medyo nagulat ako kahapon nung naluha ako habang nagrerelease ng sama ng loob sa flagpole area. Mahirap kasi akong paiyakin, so may ibig sabihin talaga pag napaluha ako kahit kaunti lang.

Hmm.

Kailangan ko sigurong pag-isipan talaga yung susunod kong gagawin. Hindi ko na kaya yung walang nangyayari e.

Sana makatulong ang papalapit nang retreat.

Sana lang.



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