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Friday, August 22, 2008 9:03 PM || 0 hugs

Exhausted, that's what I am.

No, seriously. I'm getting tired of third year. It feels pointless, you know -- extremely pointless. Too stressful. Plus, I'm not getting satisfactory grades -- they have been disappointing for the most part. It feels like.. I dunno, like I've already done my damned best and yet, it's still f***ing mediocre. Like I'm not good at anything at all.

Which I probably am --maybe I'm just goddamn mediocre.

I know there's this cliche that goes "There will always be someone who's better than you", but, come on. I want my fifteen seconds of fame, dammit. I just want to know where I excel because to be honest, I don't feel like I excel in anything. Seriously. Can't even write decently. Can't sing. Can't damn dance, or act, or excel in sports.

Bleh. Pardon this rant.



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